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    August 17 - A Ghost???

     

    I had one year of high school at Bishop DuBouet H.S. Bishops and brothers and priests were the teachers and it was right on 152nd and I think Amsterdam or St. Nicholas, right around there. All boys. It was an all boys' school.

    And out of that, one experience. I was fourteen, and I had three great teachers... one, a Father who taught Latin. He was actually a lousy teacher as far as teaching the subject. He was like a movie star, handsome and neat and gentle and patient and caring and we boys drove him up the wall. We did everything but destroy him, and he turned red with anger and you could see him say a prayer and calm himself and treat us gently.

    I mean, somehow, he helped me get through Latin, but he wasn't a good Latin teacher, but he was a good example of neatness, and gentleness and patience and compassion. There was another brother, Brother Morgan who was a very great teacher, if not the greatest teacher I ever had who taught algebra and geometry. And I've kept in touch with him on and off, and he's long retired but he was memorable. And I've used lots of his techniques myself in teaching. And then the third priest I kind of remember him, his name was Father Cahill. And the reason I remember him, he taught English and religion, and history and religion were both subjects I was passionate about and knew a lot about; and he liked the subject, but he wasn't passionate about it. He was passionate about fishing. His whole life was fishing. And he would say to us during the year, "You boys better pass the test at the end of the year because I don't want to lose my fishing vacation at the end of the year to hang around and give you remedial work. I'm not going to be happy and you're going to be VERY unhappy". Anyway, he would always say that. Once I mentioned, "Where are you gonna fish, Father"? And he said, "Oh, I fish in Maine". And I said, "Oh, I go to Maine a lot. I have a lot of relatives there". And he's said,"You know Rangeley Lakes"? And I'd said, "Oh, yeah, I know Rangeley and Moosehead and Sebago and Lobster Lake". And he would say, "Well they're all great fishing places and I love it".

    And later on, that made him pay attention to me. He kind of liked me now because by now, the story was instead of you boys are gonna be very unhappy, Father Cahill would say, "d'Amboise will tell you how important my fishing is... tell 'em where I'm gonna be when school ends. I'm outta here... tell 'em".

    Anyway, he never would have paid attention to me, I was just one of the boys. 1948...I have not thought of Father Cahill since then.

    When we were up in Maine, we had some very good friends... Gail and Larry Warren, and we had done and NDI program maybe 13 years ago up in that area... and vestiges of it were still running. Gail and Larry Warren were helping us slack-pack. Now slack-packing means you don't have to carry your pack. Someone puts you on the trail; you hike as many miles as you can and they pick you up on some highway or forest service road and you go back to their house, or at a motel, and that way, you don't have to hike with a backpack. You just carry your water and a sandwich.

    And for several days, Gail and Larry Warren were setting it up so we could slack-pack... and they suggested we set it up so we could stay at a fishing camp that was kind of center to the area we were hiking in. We had a little cabin. They give you breakfast and a wonderful dinner. Though we'd never had breakfast, we'd be out on the trail by then. We would make it back for dinner and it was great. For several days we did this until there was no more slack-packing and we had to go back to carrying things and sleeping in the woods.

    So the day I got there, the first night, we had a little cabin. I woke up in the morning and I said, "George, did I ever tell you about Father Cahill and how he loved fishing in Maine"? And I started telling him all about Father Cahill. I have not spoken or thought of Father Cahill since those 40 some years ago.

    We went in to hike that day and we came out to have dinner and at dinner, George mentions to the owner of the place. "Did you ever meet a fisherman, that was a priest named Father Cahill"? And Stephen's mouth fell open and he said, "Oh, my god, how do you know Father Cahill? What's happened"? And George said, "Well my Dad knows him" and George recounted all about how Father Cahill wanted to go fishing in Maine and all I'd told him about high school.

    Steve said, "Father Cahill died a few years ago. He was my father's best friend. He came for 35-40 years to fish in our mountain camp. In fact, you have his cabin and you're sleeping in his bed. And up in the attic is his fishing equipment and his stuff is still up there that he kept here".

    So, this was a kind of Stephen King kind of thing that happened, although not malevolent. Father Cahill was talking to me.

    Maybe there are ghosts. Maybe they're in us, certainly everyone we meet - our parents, our friends -make us what we are.

     - Jacques d'Amboise

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