MOUNT KATAHDIN,
Maine
IT WAS LATE on a sultry
afternoon when the white-haired man staggered toward
the summit of Mount Katahdin, a precipitous granite
monolith inhabited, according to American Indian
legend, by a deity who enjoys striking those who dare
climb it. The man coughed deeply. He panted. His frame
sank into his hiking poles.
Watching him struggle,
it was hard to believe that he was Jacques d'Amboise,
the former principal male dancer for the New York City
Ballet, who for three decades had thrilled audiences
with his dynamic pirouettes and
changements.
It was harder still to
believe that on this day in late May, d'Amboise was
embarking on a seven-month, 2,160- mile hike along the
entire Appalachian Trail to raise money for dance
instruction in the nation's schools.
D'Amboise wasn't alone
in finding the mountain daunting. Nearly a mile high,
with a rocky spine that seemed to rise at a right
angle from the ground, Katahdin was one of the most
strenuous legs of the entire journey. But at the rate
he was going, it seemed impossible that he could hike
the whole route by late December, before winter would
make the final stretch through the Georgia mountains
impassable.
Slowed by bronchitis and
the fragility of his knees and feet, which have been
subjected to multiple operations, d'Amboise had taken
nearly seven hours to hike the five miles to the
summit, the last two of them crawling and hopping over
boulders. And with no water or shelter at the top, he
had to hike the whole way back that same
night.
As d'Amboise came within
a few hundred yards of the summit, a group of
relatives and journalists awaiting him noticed thick
cumulonimbus clouds assembling overhead. The hair on
their heads stood on end from static electricity.
Seconds later, thunder rumbled across the sky and rain
poured down in buckets. Standing on a summit above the
tree line in a thunderstorm is akin to walking in
front of a trigger-happy firing squad with a sign
reading "Shoot Me." Lightning gravitates toward the
highest objects within its strike area, especially
objects that happen to be carrying hiking poles. Those
at the summit began frantically scurrying
down.
"Turn back, Jacques,
it's really dangerous," urged d'Amboise's nephew,
Patrick D'amboise, who knew the risk from his years as
an Outward Bound instructor.
D'Amboise was so close
to the summit he could easily have turned back and
still declared he'd hiked Katahdin. But he refused.
"I'm going to the top," he said, his square jaw
jutting out as he continued up. Once there, with
thunder rumbling around him, he performed a few steps
of a lively little jig called the Trail Dance, which
he'll be teaching at stops along the Appalachian
Trail.
By the time d'Amboise
reached the base of the mountain seven hours later, at
11 that night, he could barely move. But he mustered
an impish grin that lit up his brown eyes and turned
his face into a boy's. "Isn't this fun?" he
asked.
It was clear that
d'Amboise had the will to hike the Appalachian Trail.
The only question was whether his 64- year-old body
would let him.
A photographer and I
spent three days with d'Amboise at the start of his
Appalachian odyssey, on which his 42-year-old son,
George, a genial sports enthusiast and interior
designer who used to teach crash-survival techniques
to Air Force pilots, is accompanying him. The
Sisyphean climb up Katahdin, the hordes of mosquitoes
and black flies, the leg aches, the blisters and the
relentless weight of a backpack quickly proved this
trek was no picnic.
For the next seven
months, nearly all of Jacques and George d'Amboise's
meals will consist of granola bars, beef jerky, dried
fruit, stream water purified with nasty-tasting iodine
tablets and rice or noodles cooked outdoors over a
single-burner camp stove with a finicky
flame.
Tonight, as every night
on the trail, the two will sleep in sleeping bags on
the floor of a three-walled, wooden lean-to that may
or may not be infested with mice - unless the lean-to
already has been taken by other hikers, in which case
they'll sleep on the ground.
They brought no tents or
Coleman lanterns or books or folding chairs: They
weigh too much. Only about once a week, when they
stock up on food and teach the Trail Dance, will they
emerge from the wilderness for such amenities as a
night in a motel bed, a hot dog or a hot shower.
In the first few months,
their torturers will include stifling humidity, rain
showers and swarms of insects. Toward the end, they'll
likely trek through snow, freezing winds and ice.
Along the way, they may encounter hungry bears, clumsy
moose, copperheads and rattlesnakes.
Of the 1,600 people who
tried to hike the entire trail last year, only about
300 made it. Most dropped out in the first two weeks,
unable to tolerate the punishing daily routine of 10
or more miles up and down steep, rocky
slopes.
D'Amboise, a tall,
sinewy man who has retained the poise of his dancing
years, is amazingly blithe as he discusses these
hardships. But he dreads the descents. Both his feet
have been operated on to repair broken toes, which are
now webbed together in such a way that he can't rise
onto the balls of his feet. One of his knee operations
was to repair his right knee-cap, which had slid to
the back of his leg.
"It's like hitting your
funny bone. The knees buckle under me," he explained
of the pain each downward step was bringing to his
knees as he struggled down Katahdin. "Can you imagine
seven months of this?" So why is d'Amboise subjecting
himself to seven months of physical torture? For
several reasons, he answered in the nasal tones of his
childhood in Washington Heights in upper
Manhattan.
His trek, which he has
dubbed Step by Step, fulfills his longtime wish to
hike the Appalachian Trail, something he could never
do while performing because hiking develops the wrong
leg muscles for dancing. He also hopes the journey
will bring him a step closer to his other big dream:
providing dance instruction to all the nation's
children, particularly those with special needs or few
resources.
Already, d'Amboise has
introduced dance to more than half a million children
through his National Dance Institute, an organization
he founded in 1976 that teaches dance in schools, most
of them in the New York City area and most of them
public. His work last year earned him the National
Medal of Arts, the country's highest honor for
cultural contributions. But he has only about 200
teachers trained in his motivational techniques, of
whom 20 are currently active. He wants to increase
that number to at least 2,000.
"Children that don't
dance are being deprived," he declared the day after
the Katahdin hike. Though sore and still coughing,
d'Amboise on this sunny morning was striding at a
swift pace along the banks of the gurgling Penobscot
River a few miles from the base of the mountain, his
boots crunching on a canopy of fir needles with so
much vigor it seemed the previous day had been a bad
dream.
"Dance is magical. It's
natural, it's glorious and it's necessary. Plato said
you could not be a voting citizen of Athens unless you
could dance and sing." But in today's society, he
continued, "we've lost our sense of the mystical.
We've lost the wonder at
what is a human being and what is the universe. The
arts express that emotion." D'Amboise isn't trying to
turn every child into a professional dancer. Rather,
he sees dance as a tool to inspire children and teach
them discipline and perseverance that they can use for
the rest of their lives.
"My goal is to open
their hearts and minds to the possibilities within,
using the arts in general and dance in particular as
the window," he said. "We teach blind children,
children in wheelchairs, emotionally disturbed
children. People say, 'Why do you try to teach them?
They'll be embarrassed.' It's exactly the reverse. You
should see these kids. It's overwhelming. Better than
a Broadway show." D'Amboise hopes to raise at least $1
million during his hike, stopping at 32 communities
along the way to teach his Trail Dance. He'll ask
participants to contribute a penny, a dime, a dollar
or more to his cause, and make each of them pledge to
teach the dance to two other people. He also hopes to
drum up support with a Web site (www.ndi4all.org) that
offers information about the Appalachian Trail and his
notes about his journey.
"I'll be a Johnny
Appleseed of dance," he said. "I'll sow the seeds of
future arts programs wherever I go." D'Amboise also is
hiking the trail for his older brother, Pat, a dance
and hiking enthusiast who recently was confined to a
wheelchair.
All of those factors, he
said, came into play when he decided to proceed to the
summit of Katahdin in the thunderstorm.
"What I did up there was
a little crazy," he said. "But I wanted to tell the
mountain all of that. I was going to dance my dance on
the top of its head and I trusted that the mountain
would hold the lightning off." There is yet another
reason for d'Amboise's journey, one he doesn't bring
up until prompted. The trek is an elaborate game he
has set up for himself to test his own
stamina.
"What is play? It's an
expression of the real facts of life: You try to be a
winner and everybody else is going to lose. We create
games to test our endurance," he said. "But if you
think play instead of chore, you can accomplish
miracles."
Over the next seven
months, d'Amboise will teach the Trail Dance to cadets
in Annapolis, inmates and guards at a prison in
Rutland, Vt., scientists at the Massachusetts
Institute of Technology and orphans in Hershey, Pa. He
hopes 1 million people will have learned the dance by
the time he teaches his final class Dec. 20 in
Atlanta, which will be telecast nationally. "Isn't it
fabulous?" he said, beaming.
If anyone can make 1
million people dance a jig, including prisoners with
their guards, it's d'Amboise. The technique he uses is
the same one he hopes will help him complete the
Appalachian Trail: turning chore into play.
This strategy was in
full force the day before the hike, when d'Amboise
taught the Trail Dance to about 40 elementary-school
students at the Cathedral School in Portland,
Maine.
Several of the students
had behavioral problems or physical disabilities, or
were recovering from psychological trauma. They
included Stella Peter, 11, who saw many of her
relatives massacred in her native Sudan, and who was
placed in a concentration camp before she and her
mother and sister fled to the United States five years
ago. And Jacob Gurney, 10, who walked in jerky steps
with his legs turned inward, because of cerebral
palsy.
As he demonstrated
steps, d'Amboise immediately engaged the children with
jokes, grimaces and whispers. He called then by name
and praised them profusely when they did well. He made
the dance seem easy, promising, "It's a piece of
cake!" Yet he also was a drill sergeant, dragging kids
who faltered to the front to practice their moves solo
until they met his satisfaction. "March! Legs higher!
Faster! Hands out of your pockets! Ya-da-da, ya-da-da,
ya-da-da daaa!" he commanded. It was a game, but a
tough one.
D'Amboise broke the
dance into segments named after fruit, explaining:
"You eat dried fruit on the trail and you long for
fresh fruit." The students learned the apple, which
includes a jaunty march and a circular skip; then the
pineapple, a sequence that evokes a meeting between
strangers on the trail; then the banana, a move
involving much thigh- slapping and the kind of wobble
one might make after accidentally walking into a tree.
In the middle was a free- form section where everyone
found a partner and ran around doing whatever they
wanted, prompting delighted squeals. D'Amboise had
them end the dance with a goofy yelp.
Then he added music,
explaining that he took the melody from an old
boatmen's song that his French-Canadian mother used to
sing to him.
"Youpe, youpe, across
the mountain, follow the trail, now cross the
river/Youpe, youpe, across the mountain, two thousand
miles to go!" he sang with infectious enthusiasm. "...
Maryland's gone, get set for a shock/Pennsylvania's
next and most of it's rock!" Soon the students had
learned the dance. Stella performed with a huge grin.
So did Jacob, who kept up with most of the
steps.
Portland police officer
Roland Lachance, who'd been assigned to the event for
security, also was dancing. D'Amboise had coaxed him
onstage, urging: "Think what it'd mean for the
children!" Stiff but game, he stayed in the back in
his blue uniform with his gun in his holster, doing
the apple, the pineapple, the banana.
By the end of the class,
the children were swarming around d'Amboise like bees
around nectar. It wasn't the first time.
Back in Queens, Darian
Brown, a 16-year-old from East Elmhurst, spoke
passionately about how d'Amboise turned his life
around when he began taking NDI classes seven years
ago at Martin De Porres, a special-education school in
Springfield Gardens.
"I'd drift off in
classes and daydream," he said. "But my dance classes
gave me self-confidence and made me feel like I had a
purpose." Brown, who's now thriving in a mainstream
school, likened d'Amboise's technique to tough love.
"He'll get in your face and threaten to throw you out
of the class unless you do it to the best of your
ability. But if you do it, he gives you an incredible
feeling of self-worth." D'Amboise was just as
inspirational later that day when he taught his Trail
Dance again at a dance studio in Gray, a town 20 miles
north of Portland. But his cough worsened as he worked
up a sweat, and on his way down the three steps from
the studio, his knees buckled and he
stumbled.
D'Amboise honed his
teaching skills early as a child in rough-and-tumble
Washington Heights. His mother, Georgette d'Amboise,
whom he credits for his fierce drive and love of the
arts, sent him to ballet class with his sister when he
was 7 to keep him off the streets. D'Amboise did stay
out of the street gangs, and he also showed his
hoodlum friends a trick or two. "All the guys in the
gangs would say, 'Hey, what's all this dancing stuff?'
Instead of being afraid, I'd say, 'It's fabulous, it's
great.' I had them on the street corner, jumping and
leaping." While still a teen, d'Amboise joined the New
York City Ballet and became the protege of George
Ballanchine, who choreographed ballets for him
including "Stars and Stripes," "Jewels" and
"Episodes." He also danced in movies, among them
"Seven Brides for Seven Brothers" and "Carousel." He
and his wife, the dancer- turned-photographer Carolyn
George, have four children: Charlotte is a Broadway
performer, Catherine works in her husband's
construction company and Christopher is a
choreographer.
George, who lives in
Boulder, Colo., spent several weeks training for the
current hike, but his father, bogged down with
National Dance Institute events and testimony before
Congress on the importance of arts funding, did not.
Putting on his backpack
the day after the Katahdin hike, the elder d'Amboise
groaned. "It feels pretty horrible," he said with a
laugh.
He and George were
standing at Abol Bridge, about 71/2 miles south of
Mount Katahdin, outside a small store and campground.
They'd just downed microwaved cheeseburgers, the last
perks of civilization before they began a trek through
a dark, boggy, densely forested area called the
100-Mile Wilderness.
They were to spend nine
or 10 days slogging through the vast expanse of trail,
which crosses no towns or even public roads and has
changed little since Thoreau in the 1840s described it
as "savage and dreary," a "grim, untrodden
wilderness." The last 20 miles of the 100-Mile
Wilderness would be the most grueling, father and son
decided as they peered at their trail map in their
lean-to that night, using the light of a headlamp that
was attached to a band around the elder d'Amboise's
forehead. The air was pleasantly warm and the moon was
nearly full, making it hard to imagine them seven
months from now, shivering in a similar three-sided
lean-to on a snow-capped Georgia mountain.
It was nearly midnight.
They'd hiked 11 miles in eight hours that day and were
exhausted. But after six hours of sleep they were up
at 6 a.m., fortified for the day's impending 111/2-
mile trek with a breakfast of cold water and granola
bars.
"What a beautiful
morning! What beautiful rocks!" the elder d'Amboise
exclaimed as he set out, excitedly pointing out
nature's bounty with a hiking pole. He coughed between
phrases, but his step was brisk and his voice was
chipper. He had 21 miles down, with 2,139 to go.
"It's going to be tough,
George," he said, "but I think we'll make it."
Watching father and son disappear into the thicket of
forest, a cloud of mosquitoes whining above them, it
seemed more than likely that they would.